Showing posts with label inspiration. Show all posts
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Tuesday, October 20, 2015

No Reservations: In Search of Native America



I’ve seen a decent number of tribal peoples over the years - from the jungles of Latin America (Maya, Kuna, Piaroa, Yanomami, Quechua… to name a few) out to the savannas of Africa (Hamar, Mursi, Karo, Maasai, Tuareg… I could go on) and even around various expanses of Asia (Banjara, Kayan, Shan, Hmong, Yao... ok, please stop me). The world surely has no shortage of aboriginal communities, even if their individual populations are ironically under the perpetual threat of decline. While the ethical question of “ethno-tourism” continues to remain a controversial and heavily debated topic on travel forums, I grew up possessing a natural curiosity and strong fascination for indigenous societies that could only be satiated by seeking them out. Though informative and educational, books and documentaries would never provide me with the level of understanding comparable to physically interacting with and learning directly from tribal members about their unique ways of life.

In light of the many tribes I’ve visited, it sadly dawned on me that I’ve never actually encountered the original inhabitants of my very own country. The United States government officially recognizes more than 500 distinct native groups, none of whom I’ve ever crossed paths with. How is this possible? Indeed, recent history has not been kind to Native Americans, whose once flourishing civilizations have been devastated by disease, enslavement, eviction, and even genocide at the hands of Spanish missionaries and American settlers. More shamefully, it’s a story that’s still not mentioned as part of the standard secondary school US History curriculum. Nevertheless, I've always had questions in the back of my mind concerning the state and views of these elusive minorities. I knew they’re certainly still around – but where exactly?

My mission to find Native American people and learn something about their current condition first started off locally. After extensive research online, I came across a small inter-tribal gathering taking place out in the Los Padres National Forest near Santa Barbara, California. Originally starting out as a small, intra-tribal occasion for feasting and ceremonial dances, the concept of the powwow has transformed into an organized convention open to all tribes across North America. It has become a celebratory opportunity for clans to meet, socialize, sell handmade art and the raw materials for crafts, as well as participate in competitions of dancing, singing, and drumming. Such a cultural event was certainly worth making a three-hour journey for, hoping it would grant me a chance to engage in some casual dialogue with a people I’ve known only from outdated books and poorly-misrepresented films.

Members from many different tribes dancing around the circular arena to the beat of thunder drums
A Chippewa Cree elder from Montana
One of the Great Plains natives

























My anthropological senses tingled with excitement as a colorful whirlwind of natives in full-feathered regalia orbited around a dirt arena. Like the cracking boom of thunder, massive drums were communally struck by circles of men from the Northern and Southern Cree, their shrill ululating singing evoking the image of ax-wielding war parties racing across the Great Plains. I started conversing with a Navajo woman standing majestically in a colorful shawl, her hair woven into two archetypal black braids with a single erect feather at her apex.
“That’s my son on the far side of the circle. He’s competing for the Fancy Dance. Watch his footwork as the drum gets faster. When it stops, he’ll strike a pose!”
Like any mother, she was proud to showcase the skills of her son, performing a dance that isn't even traditional to the Navajo people but rather to the tribes of the Midwest. It made me consider how a wave of Pan-Indianism over the last century has brought very different and often distant tribes together to form a unified indigenous identity built upon shared cultural practices. At only 1.5% of the US population, it seemed logical that Native Americans from all over the continent would find strength through the unity embodied by the powwow. Even as an outsider myself, I began to feel the power of the circular arena as it drew people from as far as central Canada and Mexico closer to its pulsating center. 


The Navajo woman's son performing the fast-paced and visually-stunning Fancy Dance

The regal Navajo woman could sense my delight, which in turn delighted her.
“I’m pleased you’ve come all this way to see our traditional dancing. You’re most welcomed to join us in a week for another gathering near the San Manuel reservation. These competitions tour around the country all summer. We’re like a bunch of traveling circus freaks!” 
The hosts of the Los Padres powwow were from the Chumash tribe, whose people have lived along the California coast for millennia. I came across one of its members, a ruggedly handsome man sporting a coyote pelt headdress and leather loincloth decorated with owl feathers. Intimidating as he looked, I eventually gained the courage to approach him.
“I've always been curious. What’s your view on having visitors, particularly white people, coming to your cultural events and watching sacred dances that had long been performed  for native eyes only?”
I tried to state my question delicately, particularly in remembering my own status as a visitor. Taking a bite out of my fry bread, I was fixated.
“History has not given our people much reason to trust outsiders. It used to be illegal to gather and dance like this only a hundred years ago. At first I didn't know how I felt, but now I want outsiders to see this. I really do. They need to know that we still exist and that our heritage is strong, rich, and ancient.” 
Thrilled from additional conversations with members of the Lakota and Sioux, I followed up on the Navajo woman's offer and went to the second gathering a week later. It felt delightfully strange suddenly running into so many native "friends".

The Chumash man I briefly interviewed
Other Chumash tribal members in traditional clothes
























Woman performing the Shawl Dance

Checking the powwow off my list, I later realized that my chances of coming across whole native communities would likely fair better outside of over-developed, over-populated California. Growing up with a plethora of archaeology books as a child, I'd always read stories about the mystical treasures of the American Southwest, from enigmatic petroglyphs on canyon walls to lost stone cities built into hidden cliffs. The intricate folk arts of the Puebloan peoples had likewise always been admired by my family and I hadn't forgotten that Christmas holiday was soon approaching. On a whim, I decided to set out on my most distant solo weekend road trip to date: Arizona.

Aside from suddenly dropping in and staying with Andrew, a friend and doctoral student of anthropology at ASU who I happened to have met while visiting the Kuna tribe in Panama, I had no set plans regarding my Arizonan adventure other than seeking people and pottery. Little did I know that, in exchange for nearly a thousand miles of driving in only two days, so much would be discovered and learned in such a brief time. I first headed east from Phoenix along winding highways that cut through the red rocky cliffs of the Superstition Mountains. After two hours, I found myself in the Tonto National Forest, which resembled more of an endless cactus garden than the kind of forest I was familiar with. 

Visiting Andrew and sharing tribal encounter stories
20 foot high saguaro cacti shooting towards the sky in front of the sandstone butte
View of the Tonto Basin and Roosevelt Lake
Tonto National Monument, a 13th century Salado cliff dwelling hidden in a natural alcove

It was up above, snugly hidden into the natural alcove of a sandstone facade where I gazed upon the 13th century ruins of a Salado cliff dwelling. I squealed with excitement, nearly walking straight into a massive saguaro cactus as I scrambled up the mountainside. It was no Mesa Verde, but being my very first cliff dwelling, I was certainly in awe of the small adobe and stone structure that has remained perched above the valley for centuries. Waiting for me at the top was Ranger Miller, who greeted me with a charisma and energy comparable to that of my best friend, Captain Matt. Standing among the stone walls of an ancient Native American site with such a vivacious and passionate character, it's no surprise that we talked for nearly forty minutes about the history and archaeology of indigenous peoples in the region. Ranger Miller waved his arms in large, epic sweeps across the open landscape.
"The Salado were not a single culture, but rather a diverse melting pot of natives from different ethnic and linguistic backgrounds that lived and worked together. This place was already an 'America' long before our notion of 'America', and a great mixed civilization occupied the entire Tonto Basin."
He stretched his hand out over the vast Tonto Basin below us, pointing in distant directions to where other large dwellings and villages had been discovered. The idea of an ancient indigenous melting pot gave me a cheesy grin, as I reflected back to the powwow in California and how I was fortunate to experience a contemporary tribal smorgasbord. Before departing, Ranger Miller jovially suggested that I visit the ruins of Besh-ba-gowah in the little town of Globe en route back to Phoenix.

Inside the ancient pueblo, which comprised of multistory stone and adobe structures
View from within the alcove. Notice the grinding stone.
Detail of the original adobe and wood construction
























Ancient Salado pot, gourd spoon, and stone axe
Spent the morning discussing Ancestral Puebloan archaeology

Arriving in Globe, I anticipated to see a small desert town of little significance with a couple streets and quiet rural atmosphere. What I surely didn't expect to see was a bustling town center filled with native people, ceremonial dancing, and artisan booths. I had coincidentally stumbled into the Apache Jii Festival, celebrating the performances, arts, and food of the Apache nation. And reminiscent to the environment of the Salado era, other neighboring tribes including the Navajo, Hopi, Zuni, and Pueblo peoples also joined in on the festivities to create a living indigenous melting pot right before my very eyes.


Performing the Hoop Dance, which involves literally jumping through hoops and making abstract shapes with them
The Apache Crown Dance, invoking and imitating the spirits of the mountains

After watching the Apache crown dancers, whose playful movements aim to emulate the frolicking of mischievous mountain spirits, I walked along the streets to look at amazing works of tribal art and speak directly to the artisans keeping such traditions alive. A young Hopi man in his early twenties caught my attention as he sat at his small little table, carving away at little logs with nothing but a pocketknife and a small chisel. He was meticulously making authentic Kachina dolls in the old style, using the sacred cottonwood root as the main medium for the abstract spirit effigies. He captivated me with his story.
“I watched my uncle carving these gods when I was little and realized that I also wanted to learn. I’ve tried getting other friends to join me, but they don't always care. Sometimes I feel like it’s all on just my shoulders to keep our dying ways alive. It’s hard work, but it gives me honor and purpose.”
We discussed the beauty and challenges of maintaining traditions in a rapidly globalizing world. I admired him even more for his commitment at such a young age towards preserving his culture, rather than slipping into despair and alcoholism that frequently infects disadvantaged native boys. He explained to me the magic of Kachina dolls and the pantheon of natural spirits they represent.
“We all still follow the old religion. The Spanish tried to give us their God, but we already got our own – and there’s a lot, man! We don’t need Christianity and churches because our gods are everywhere with us, in the earth and sky, in the plants and animals. All things have its own sacred spirit that deserves respect.”
We talked for nearly half an hour. It amazed me to see how a young, humble woodcarver was capable of possessing a spiritual profundity and appreciation for life more advanced than many of my privileged friends back at home. I knew at that moment that if I was going to come home with an authentic Hopi "spirit", it wouldn't be from a souvenir shop or a fancy Indian art gallery back in Phoenix. It was going to be straight from the hands of this native kid, right on the street, at a native cultural festival in historic Apache territory.

The young Kachina carver demonstrating his art

As I made my rounds, I came across a Hopi-Zuni couple selling exquisite handwoven baskets. The woman had the roundest, most jovial face I've seen since my time in Mongolia. She playfully insisted that I needed a nice genuine yucca fiber basket to carry my newly-acquired Kachina. I instantly felt compelled to chat.
“What’s it like living on a reservation? Aren’t they considered autonomous areas by the government and does living there have benefits?”
Chucking uncontrollably and looking over to her smiling husband, she was clearly amused by my questions, likely not the typical inquiries made by potential customers.
“Even though we can make our own laws, life on the reservations can be a challenge sometimes, especially if your tribe is small and your village is poor. But nothing can be more rich than the sense of community and shared traditions you gain by staying with your people. That, and we also don’t have to pay state tax. That’s definitely a perk when you buy a new car and have it shipped!”
We talked for 15 minutes about Native American everyday living, after which I walked away with a wonderful little basket. It felt satisfying to directly support an indigenous artist who provided not only a beautiful and authentic piece, but a wonderful conversation and story that will forever accompany it.
“Please come visit us on the Hopi reservation! We live on top of the mesas [elevated sandstone plateaus] and still have our colorful Kachina dances during village festival days. We don’t permit photography out of respect for our community's personal privacy, but you're still absolutely welcomed. We’ll even bake bread for you, too!”

Buying native Southwest art and gifts directly from the artists in the small town festival

My final stop was a stall selling intricately painted Towa pottery. Beside the collection of handmade vases, all painstakingly made using the archaic coil method and decorated with complex geometric patterns, large lumps of clay oven baked bread were quickly being sold. I gently interrupted two middle-aged sisters chatting in a beautifully incomprehensible language beside an old grandmother who spoke no English at all.
“I’ve come all the way from Los Angeles in search of native people. I feel like none of you guys are left!”
The stall erupted with laughter at my sincerely honest exclamation, which they apparently found to be rather adorable. 
“Yeah, it’s been a rough couple hundred years, but we’re all still here. We’re not going anywhere, either. And unlike the movies, we’re pretty darn friendly. We won’t bite!”
The sisters looked at each other, letting out a giant guffaw that also infected the neighboring Navajo stall with laughter. We talked more about their particular culture, an obscure one based over in neighboring New Mexico that I had never even heard of before meeting them. 
“Out in Jemez Pueblo, we speak a language that no other people speak anywhere else. We still live in our adobe homes stacked one on top of another. Some people even live the old way, without running water or electricity. It's okay, I guess. When you live by the sun, you tend to go to bed kinda early, haha.”
The stereotypical portrayal of Native Americans as being a stoic, fierce, and somewhat cold race was completely debunked by the smiles, laughter, and witticisms of the people I spoke with that entire day. As a result of their limited presence in mainstream American society, it's easy to envision them as being mythical and secretive. But for the most part, I came to the realization that Native American people are quite open and really not that different from the rest of us, facing the same ease and challenges that accompany everyday life for all citizens. Out in the middle of rural Arizona and hundreds of miles from home, it was such a pleasantly surreal Saturday afternoon spent at an outdoor native marketplace among strangers who could effortlessly be transformed into friends. All it took was a little respect mixed with a lot of interest. I also walked away with a beautiful ceramic pot.

The rugged cliffs and buttes of the Superstition Mountains

Gold Canyon during a brief rain and lightning storm

Before journeying back to the mundane world of strip malls and cultural indifference, I heeded the words of a Navajo petroglyph artist who recommended a special place to see large concentrations of ancient rock art. Making a full circle back towards the Superstition Mountains, I pulled off the highway and headed towards a large butte overlooking the vast, flat landscape around Gold Canyon. After getting lost, I found the trailhead and set off over a rocky path up towards a gully filled with boulders. Caught in a brief desert downpour, it felt refreshing to soak in the cool heavy rain and inhale the moist earthy aroma of wet sandstone. A bolt of lightning flashed across the expanse of the desert sky, followed by a low rumble echoing off the cliff face. I thought about what the Kachina carver told me and felt that the spirits of the mountain were home, probably welcoming me to their sacred space. 

It was a sacred space, indeed. High in the gorge, natural rock pools had filled with water from the downpour and dry vegetation had sprung to life again through beautiful shades of green interspersed with vibrant hues from wild flowers. I snaked my way through the boulders, turned around a narrow bend, and came face-to-face with a massive stone edifice covered in innumerable 900-year-old Hohokam petroglyphs. Carefully scaling the precarious cliff side, I found more and more pictographs around every corner and in every crevasse. I felt as if I had wound up in a prehistoric art gallery filled with etched images of wild sheep, coyotes, lizards, anthropomorphic beings, star signs, and abstract geometric patterns. Having the entire hidden canyon to myself, I was completely overcome by the mystique and sanctity of a place that clearly possessed spiritual significance to the ancient ancestors of those whom I met earlier that day. I cleansed my face and hands in one of the natural pools, imagining the purity of the place washing away my stress and negativity. It was the perfect conclusion to a meandering journey in search of native America.

Standing beneath the great stone petroglyph slab showing herds of grazing animals
Abstract designs of unknown meaning



Lizard men












Man on top of a coyote or dog

A long-horned wild sheep














Star signs and organic shapes of unknown meaning

Looking down into Gold Canyon




Ancient Hohokam rock shelter in the valley




















The sacred pool beneath the wall of petroglyphs, an oasis giving life to an otherwise deathly dry terrain
  
Spending time with some of America's last vestiges of a real indigenous communities was eye-opening, informative, and also quite entertaining. It returned a sense of exoticism to a country that I have consistently been overlooking while on my annual search for unique historical locations and cultural experiences. I learned that Native Americans still persist, that they are just as unique and worthy of admiration as the other tribal peoples I've come across during my travels. As long as personal spaces are respected and cultural boundaries are observed, native people throughout the world can be exceedingly welcoming and proud to share their customs with those who have strong interest in their preservation. Treating people as people, rather than creatures simply to be gawked at, stereotyped, or exploited, can yield some surprisingly meaningful moments of genuine human connection.        

 

Sunday, November 2, 2014

The Desert Diaries: Sahara Meets Southern California

"What makes the desert beautiful is that, somewhere, it hides a well."

She quoted Antoine de Saint-Exupery's The Little Prince, sipping the last of her tea before finally closing the book and kissing me goodnight. Little did she know that those words would continue to reverberate in my head decades later, no longer lulling me into a child's slumber, but rather thrusting me vigorously down a dusty road at the start of a solo adult adventure. Shifting into four-wheel drive, I began to feel the tension of rubber and the friction of sand beneath my leather sandals. Tying the loose end of my shesh and exhaling, I floored the gas and broke away from the highway, away from the security of pavement, away from the set path. I entered the desert.

For many, the desert is but a barren wasteland of little value or significance, a spiritless void of silence and utter desolation. What could a dry scorching Hell offer that would make it remotely attractive to anyone? It is easy to denounce this type of terrain as realms of death; what's harder is learning to acknowledge the life that it preserves. And throughout the world, there are quite a few people who actually call the desert home

Gazing out towards Saudi Arabia from Wadi Rum

Palm oasis in the Sahara of Southern Tunisia

Kazakh yurts congregate on the edge of Karakalpakstan















Wild vicuñas roam the Atacama near the border of Peru and Chile














































Possessing ancestral ties to the Mediterranean rim and North Africa, one of largest deserts on the planet has always felt to me simply like my massive, fence-less backyard. Family camping trips and camel treks within the vast Sahara played memorable and meaningful roles in my early youth, developing in me a sense of appreciation for the landscape and a pride in the peoples that thrive where others would surely perish. The older I grew, the more I wanted to expand out from nomadic experiences in Tunisia, Morocco, and Egypt. I wanted to discover the nomads of a dozen deserts and see life through the eyes of such resilient human beings. With Berbers, Bedouins, and Banjaras, I've shared gritty glasses of tea stretching from Rabat to Rajasthan. I've felt Mongolian geniality in the Gobi and tasted Kazakh generosity in the Karakum. Whether ambling through the Atacama or trekking around the Taklamakan, I've come across an almost unprecedented wealth of culture and hospitality from extraordinary indigenous groups, all of whom were like life-infusing fountains in bleak seas of sand.

Roaming the Sahara with Uncle Ahmed "El Touareg"
Riding the trail of Lawrence of Arabia, with Uncle Salim
Dining in the Karakum with Mama Ranod












































Camping trip near Erg Chebbi with my family



















Of the many fascinating nomadic tribes I've fallen in love with over the years, one in particular has continued to permeate my psyche from a very young age - the Kel Tamasheq or Imuhagh, known more popularly by the exonym, Tuareg. As mighty warriors of the Sahara, the Tuaregs have succeeded for centuries in taming the desert and imparting a facet of civilized life to an otherwise hostile environment. Traveling with their roaming caravans, they've used their knowledge of the desert to independently dominate the gold-salt trade between North and West Africa, facilitating the spread of both monetary and intellectual wealth. Even as wandering nomads, they've progressed towards developing attributes typically associated with complex sedentary societies, including their own written alphabet, extensive oral literature, and rich musical traditions. Their culture has long possessed a powerful influence on neighboring Saharan peoples, and my interactions with them in the Maghreb and Southern Tunisia have always rendered me deeply inspired. Despite not being ethnic Tuareg myself, I have always felt an intangible connection to them as a nomad in my own sense, sharing the same giant sandbox. 

In 2012, four days before my birthday, my long overdue plans to reconnect with Tuareg culture and my desert roots after many years came to an abrupt halt following the outbreak of civil war in Mali. Still plagued by the stress and stagnant lifestyle of a graduate researcher, I desperately sought the familiarity and sanctity of a desert to (unconventionally) take refuge. When the Southern Sahara suddenly couldn't be reached, I turned to the next best option - Southern California.

Joshua Tree National Park of Southern California
Cacti sprouting from an alien landscape

Loading my '99 Jeep Wrangler with nothing more than a tent, backpack, and stove (considerably less than what most Tuaregs load onto their camels), I set off towards the deserts of Joshua Tree National Park on the eve of my 26th year. Leaving the urban sprawl of Orange County behind, a three-hour drive through narrow valleys and over mountainous passes ultimately plunged me into an entirely different kind of sprawl. A vast open landscape of rocky outcroppings and iconic trees spread for miles in a Martian playground of epic proportions. Jumping out of the vehicle, as my bare feet sunk into the silky abrasiveness of fine powdered sand, I exchanged my fitted t-shirt and jeans for the free flowing tunic and trousers of the nomads. Traditional attire is a crucial facet of one's ethnic identity, and it felt delightfully refreshing to shed a modern shell and return to something far more ancient. Finishing off with a black shesh (turban) wrapped tightly around my head, I set off on foot for a full day of wandering alone in the wilderness. This surging motivation to step solo into the unknown drove me to reflect with each step upon the indescribable displays of courage made by the earliest nomads, who took their first steps with literally no idea how long would pass before coming across water or sustenance. Embarking into the desert with the thought of potentially never returning to friends or family must have been as terrifying then as deep space travel is to us now. But both the will to survive and the desire to explore have always been qualities that proudly set humanity apart.

Luckily for me, I knew when and where I'd next find food and shelter. I returned to my self-reserved campsite to discover that a slight mistake on my part had resulted in a couple of French climbers sharing the small space. It was serendipitously ironic, given how the French were our ancestral colonizers in North Africa. Rather than contesting my presence, I was overwhelmed by their unexpected welcome as they gave me a spot beside the fire and poured for me a cup of piping green tea. Had their faces been concealed behind three meters of fabric like myself, I would've easily mistaken them for hospitable nomads in their own right. Something about the desert's isolating conditions seems to propagate a beautiful aura of unity and kinship when lonely strangers within it eventually meet. On one of the coldest nights I've ever experienced, I silently contemplated the elusive yet heart-warming concept of human altruism, a sea of stars above mirroring grains of sand below.

 
Composing poetry out in the open wilderness
Orion's Belt shimmering over a Joshua tree
 
Taking the Jeep down a prohibited path


A humble campsite shared between a Tuareg and two Frenchmen


As eye-opening as my time in Joshua Tree was, I still longed for something more remote, a true escape in search of genuine introspection. Three months later and emotionally distraught over my unexpected departure from graduate school with only a Master's degree, I set off south again in the same fashion. Reaching the tiny, barren village of Borrego Springs on the edge of a vast hamada, I already knew that the deserts and ravines of Anza Borrego State Park would be exactly the mental medications that I needed during my retreat. Unlike Joshua Tree, the most spectacular topography and recreation cannot be accessed by paved road, a good sign in my eyes that limitless exploration and real isolation were indeed within reach. Shifting into four-wheel drive, I turned off of the lonely highway onto an even lonelier unmarked Jeep trail, blindly plowing forward with no idea of what lay ahead.

Rule number one when it comes to 4x4 off-roading: Never go alone. I won't deny the fact that what I did would be considered foolish and irresponsible by many. But given the context of confusion and disappointment that was festering in my mind, I knowingly took a risk and drove mindlessly onward in some desperate search for clarity. Nearly getting stranded in sandy pits and wrestling to drive my tattered vehicle over rivers of giant stones, the journey deeper into the gorge in many respects emulated my personal struggles over the previous years. Not knowing what to expect on the trail or whether I had the necessities to overcome a potentially dangerous challenge, I couldn't help but see the recent events of my life metaphorically play out in parallel. Having nearly tipped the car over, I had my first realization: We don't always have control over what Life will give or take from us, but we do possess the choice to pause, reason, and seek the best of any circumstance. When Life decided to take away over half a tank of gas, with no petrol station within at least 70 miles, I realized it would be wise of me to stop and reevaluate my situation... on multiple levels.

One of many times the Jeep nearly got stuck in sand

Cutting through the wadi got shady in some places

Arriving alone at an unmarked ravine reminiscent of a Saharan wadi, I came across a concealed cave formed from piles of megalithic boulders. With fierce afternoon winds ripping through the empty valley, the sheltered enclosure served as a blessed haven for making camp. In keeping with timeless nomadic traditions, I unrolled a carpet on the virgin ground, brewed a hot pot of sweet mint tea, and sang ancient ballads to an insentient audience. Feeling like the last person on Earth granted me a redefined perspective on what I consider to be beautiful in life, as well as what aspects of existence that are normally taken for granted should instead be cherished. As a radiant silver moon slowly revealed its face, I thought deeply about the loving people that grace my life, missing intimate moments with family and adventurous memories with friends. I thought of the struggles my parents endured to provide for me, as well as the endurance my best friend provided for me in my struggles. The silence of the desert was nothing short of purifying as my lonely soul was ultimately overcome by a tearful cathartic release. But at dawn the following day, feeling uncannily like an awakened Muhammed, I emerged from the dark cave remarkably unburdened with reaffirmed gratitude for my blessings and a novel sense of direction.
The Tuaregs refer to themselves by the name Imuhagh, which translates to "free men". After a night in the desert, I felt free.

More than a full day of off-roading, I finally found a petrol station. My tank was completely empty.

The massive wadi cutting through the desert cliffs

Setting up camp inside the rock cave

The little shelter in the evening moon
Catching the Milky Way in one of the best designated "sky parks" in the US


I eventually did get my chance to fill up on Tuareg culture, right here in my beloved California. Road-tripping with my best friend, Matt, to Los Angeles, we spent an energetic evening in the company of Tuareg blues by Terakaft. At the Coachella Valley music festival, I also bumped into Tuareg rock sensation, Bombino, one of the most gentle and jovial men I've ever encountered. However, nothing could compare to seeing live in concert the internationally-acclaimed group and my absolute favorite Tuareg band, Tinariwen. Coincidentally, they had just recorded a new album while in Joshua Tree themselves, taking refuge from the ongoing war back in their homeland.

The hall was dark and quaint, but certainly not still, as bodies intimately packed in and pushed forward towards the illuminated stage. There was a silent tension in the air, the vibrations of anxious fans quickly building up while Ibrahim slowly picked up his guitar. Then, the breaking point - twang! A massive roar of cheers, whistles, and exclamations rang throughout The Chapel, an appropriately named venue, as the evening proved to be more of a religious experience than a concert. Ibrahim's bluesy vocals, accompanied by Abdallah's electric guitar and Hassan's wave-like dance moves, permeated the audience like a warm desert breeze on a cold San Francisco night. Dressed in traditional robes and turbans, the men brought the ambiance of the vast Sahara to the humble chamber with deep resonating chorus lines echoing off the walls. With every flowing guitar riff, my mind itself flowed like a meandering river through an oasis of memories, everything passing through my head with both bliss and torment, pleasure and pain. In a crowded room, I felt completely alone again, in that state of excruciating longing for the most beautiful moments of my life - all moments that Tinariwen happened to be present for. Swaying with the djembe's rhythmic bass line, I closed my eyes and moved with the overwhelming energy that was gradually filling my core. When the tempo tripled, I completely lost it, crying out a high-pitched zaghareet (traditional tongue ululation) that was even felt by the illuminated musicians during their encore. Meeting Tinariwen after the performance gave me a chance to express to them personally how their music has invigorated me during my best of times and comforted me during my worst.

Tinariwen performing songs from The Joshua Tree Sessions, live in San Francisco
Ibrahim and Abdallah
Baba Hassane






















Baba Hassane showing me the Tuareg variation for tying a traditional Saharan shesh
A comical tri-lingual chat with Bombino

 
The Little Prince was right. Despite being a place that isn't always understood or admired, beautiful things do in fact exist in deserts, with life-saving wells being among a number of many other concealed wonders. Likewise, even in the most dire of situations, something salvational can always be found if one is determined to search hard enough for it. But in the course of my desert wanderings, I also discovered something additional - wells of culture, spirituality, and self-discovery - elements that define one's unique life in ways just as essential as the water that sustains it. We ourselves are all individual deserts, with hidden wells of knowledge and potential beneath our surfaces that are just waiting to be tapped.   



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